The end of 2008...

brings both sadness and joy... mostly joy though.

Well 08 was a good year for me. Did well in school and my first year of track, did lots of campaigning for Obama and he won!So I am looking forward to another year and I am going to make the best out of it for sure. Here are my goals for 2009:

1. Get more involved with Church and stuff
2. Do well in school even more
3. Still practice track... even though I am red shirting
4. Get all my units done so I can transfer after this fall
5. Take a trip with friends in the summer... probably camping

So HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone and wish you all the best!

I am in pain. Period.

I have what has to be the worlds largest canker sore in my mouth. It is seriously triple the size that I usually get them and I have already had it for a week already. It hurts so bad and it is hard to eat. Plus I can't even sleep because it wakes me up with the pain bulging out of the side of my face. My parents find it amusing and laugh when I eat but its fine they will regret it when the whole side of my right face is swollen or it takes over my mouth and I can't breathe and have to be put on oxygen!!

So tomorrow my moms friends son is staying with us and we are going to go see Beverly Hills Chihuahua, which the kids have been talking about for a long time. I am looking forward to seeing it because it looks funny and I wanted to see it when it came out. I am going to take the kids to go see Tale of Despereaux maybe this week or I might wait until I come back from San Francisco.

While on the subject of San Francisco i have already finished my packing list and my daily schedule. Here is a little preview:

Wed...Arrive, Macworld, Haight Street
Thurs...Chinatown, Thrift shopping, Pier 39
Fri...Go home!

Excited mucho!

Merry Christmas Everyone!

Well we finished our gifts. I think this year I gave the best gifts ever. I got an iPod! A green nano and it is so cute! I love it. I also got some sweaters to take to San Francisco and PJ's! I am so happy...plus Grandma Sue gave me some money which means ka-ching money for the trip!

I can't wait to eat the "Christmas lasagna" as my mom calls it. I love lasagna.

Merry Christmas...tomorrow!

Well Christmas is tomorrow! Seems like this month went by really fast. School ended, last day of official track practice (redshirting this season) and now tomorrow is Christmas. I finished my shopping (bargain shopping of course) on Saturday with my grandma. It was fun.

Siobhan is sad because she didn't get me anything and I got her some stuff. I feel kind of bad because I was joking around with her because she didn't get me anything. I told her I wanted a puppy. haha

So San Francisco...aka Macworld 09...coming soon. Already making my daily schedule so I can get everything I want to do or see done. I am so ready for this trip.

Post tomorrow about Christmas.

Update on my life...

November...

After working my butt off campaigning for Obama...He won! I was so happy and I got to go to the Obama Orange County Democrats Election night party! It was so much fun and there are photos from it on my flickr...will post video later!

School is finally almost over. Had 2 finals today and my last 2 are on Thursday! Then I have almost a full month out of school. I am going to go to San Francisco in January for Macworld with my dad and am very excited about that.

Will post later more!

My poems...

I wrote these for class and it has now inspired me to write more. So more to come!

Nothing in Return...

"Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder"
a statement to me that is true,
because every time I see you I get BOLDER

BOLDER to tell you how you make my skies blue,
because when you smile,
I smile too,
when I look into your eyes,
I feel like I can run A MILE

A MILE to run to you,
is nothing in my eyes,
because I love you and yes I am BEING WISE

BEING WISE about how you treated me wrong,
that everything I did wasn't good enough
I loved you hard and long,
sacrificed so much FOR YOU

FOR YOU the tears I cried,
is NO more,
the time and love I spent and all for what?
NOTHING IN RETURN...


and the second one...


My love...

How much do I love you? A million, trillion, billion...No number can explain what I feel in my heart for you. I didn't know what I would do if you turned my love away and I lost you. I never thought that day would come but it has arrived...

you HURT me,
CUT me,
made me CRY,
you don't know how I feel.

But then again you are just a boy
SELFISH
IMMATURE
all you want to do is play. Gets too serious? Just throw it away. So you throw me away like trash, yesterdays food.

My love for you is still there but the want? You threw that away.